the girl who used to dance on fire and brimstone (whiskyinmind) wrote,
the girl who used to dance on fire and brimstone

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so I've noticed that my recent journal entries have started to take on a whiney tone. "my job sucks, I hate my life, no one appreciates me" and so on. There's lots of reasons for this, the time of year definitely doesn't help - as well as being Christmas and New Year, it's also my birthday in ten days. A significant birthday. I'm feeling sorry for myself and I always do at this time of year. I'll snap out of it soon, well, in a couple of weeks anyway.

That's the major reason I've pulled back from _end_of_days at the moment. I don't want to quit at all, but I don't feel like I can give it my all right now. Again, I'll snap out of it soon - it always happens.

So apologies to all of you involved in that project, I posted to the Out Of Character journal last week to let you all know what's the what with my characters right now.

Give me two weeks and I'll be a whole new me again, for now? Maudlin. It's a great word, sums it up perfectly.
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