November 3rd, 2004

life begins - me

so sleepy!

My sleep patterns have never been all that predictable - sometimes I can sleep for three hours and feel refreshed, sometimes I sleep for nine hours and just feel dog tired. Most times I don't sleep at all and somehow manage to get through the days.

Since last Wednesday I haven't been able to sleep properly at all - being away, all the adrenaline rushes over the weekend, being in a room with heating... it all threw my already erratic sleep pattern off even more.

Right now I am so tired it's just not funny. I need to sleep but I can't.

White Room report will come soon - promise! I'm just a little spaced out now so it might not be until tonight.

On another topic, Emmy: *hugs*

If you need to talk, or vent, or anything, you know where you can find me.
  • Current Music
    Steve Carlson - Pinata Novia
life begins - me

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I know it's not official yet but it really is just a matter of time now isn't it?


I'm incredibly disappointed now but not (and this shocks me) in the slightest bit surprised with the results. What worries me now is that the prediction I made four years ago is one step closer to coming true.

This pathological idiot is going to drag the planet into another World War.

To the Americans on my Flist, you have my sympathies for the next four years, but can I also make this plea to you. Be aware of what's going on in the world around you. News presented on American television focuses solely on America - I know this, you know this, everyone knows this. But television is not the only source of news - BBC News, Reuters, World News, Google World News

all of these and more - please know that there is a hell of a lot going on outside the borders of the USA. I know most of you on my flist already know this, but I also know how easy it is to skip past the international section of the newspaper or to tune out of the "and in world news" section on a broadcast.

As smhwpf puts it: 'democracy doesn't start on election day, and it doesn't end there'
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    disappointed disappointed
life begins - me

The plan for tonight

since it's clearly been a waste of my time being at work today I'm going to make a list of things I want to get done tonight in the house!

  • Draw out the design for the tattoo I'm getting done... (going to book the appointment tomorrow!) Done

  • Cook the food in the fridge before it spoils Done

  • Catch up on the 5000 emails that came in over the last week (I kid you not - that's how many emails are currently sitting in my inbox! Done (if by done I mean deleted 4999 of them....

  • Sort through the piles of ironing and get it out of the living room!I moved the piles, does that count?

  • Catch up on _end_of_days Done, more or less

  • Post on _end_of_days for at least three of my characters!Ooops

  • Get the chapter plan done for the next parts of both Crimson Regret and WaDaDM Kinda done, I thought about them, didn't put anything on paper though....

  • Reply to the really sweet email I got today praising INAP Ooops

  • Make a start on renaming the files on the Stacks and relocate them to Moments Lost Ha! yeah, that happened!

  • Make my own version of the icon I'm currently using with another character.... Photoshop decided not to cooperate last night so no, didn't get that done

  • Sleep Cue hysterical laughter...

I bet I get none of that done....