January 21st, 2005

life begins - me

I kinda don't want the week to end now

Okay, so not in a work related way because it's not even nine in the morning and already I'm counting the hours till I can get out of here, but this has been a really good week. Every day so far I've had a smile on my face. That might not sound like a big deal, but I'm a pessimist who skirted on the edges of clinical depression not that long ago. Well, okay, so it was ten years ago but that doesn't feel like that long to me.

This week has been a really good week, I'm blown away with the nominations I've received at the various awards sites - Shades of Grey, Sunnydale Memorial Awards, Lie To Me and Primordial Souls, and the RPG and icon placings - thank you to whomever nominated me (I know one of you but not the other). Financially, things are a little more secure than they were last week (or will be if I get this cheque in the bank - how come the Halifax have shut down all the local branches? gah). Insomnia wise, I am actually sleeping a little better and for longer each night. I'm still dead tired first thing in the morning and that doesn't really shift much during the day, but it's getting there. Work wise, well I still hate my job and wish it were more challenging, but I'm reminding myself that it's not the worst thing I could be doing.

Okay, I have no idea why this turned into a list of how things are looking better but it did. Feel free to ignore me, I'm not really awake yet.

*smiles*

Oh, meant to say - the Lost/BtVS crossover idea/challenge thing? I'm running with it. Hopefully it won't take too long, but then I said that about the first fic I ever write (which is still unfinished...)
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life begins - me

I knew it...

I knew this week was just too good to last. My stomach hurts. A lot. Well, not enough to go to the doctors for yet, just enough to make me walk bent over at the waist and wish I had a hot water bottle or something. So not fun.

Sitting is mostly okay, not exactly comfortable but I can cope with it. That, plus the fact that IT are finally getting round to sorting out the problems with my PC, means that I actually have to work this afternoon.

Joy.

Plus? Pain, not good.
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