Oh and I could've sworn I said about 15 minutes ago "remember you're supposed to be shelving today, when there's someone else here make sure you do half an hour." There's other people here now, this is our quietest time of the day ergo they should be shelving. They're not. Now I'm really starting to remember why I jumped at the chance to switch from that crappy job to my current crappy job.
(Oh, and to the person who just left the office saying "there's no one to tell where I'm going" - I'm here! FFS!! I'm a frelling supervisor!!!)
(keeping the anger going for the therapist, trying not to talk myself out of going. That conversation is a tough one and I know it's going to be an ongoing one all the way home. Even to the point of sitting in the car park I think. It's a tough one.)