I've reached a decision about something this weekend, I'm going 'dry' for a while. As in, I am giving up alcohol. I was in a maudlin mood on Saturday but the beer I had (and the fact that the lack of food meant it got to work quicker and harder than it should have done) drove me down that spiral into depression. I don't think I have a problem with alcohol, other than I have expensive tastes and can't afford the decent stuff most of the time, but it is a depressant and in my current fragile state it only makes sense to steer clear of it. Plus, it'll save me some money in the long run.
I ended up watching the last two episodes of SPN yesterday by the way - holy hell! When's the new season start?! And I joined some SPN communities as well - man, they're busy little posters! I may have to filter them out to the melinacarniss flist just so that I don't miss any actual posts by you guys! (Plus, the MC flist is kinda dominated by DW stuff right now, it'll be interesting to see something else up there instead!)
So, I am better, honest, I kinda feel like crap because Dram had a bad night which meant I didn't sleep much (he's okay, he was being a bit frantic in the middle of the night and banging into the walls - eventually he was sick (on the carpet, natch) and that settled him down.) but mental health wise? Much improved. If I haven't said it enough, thank you all.
I'm rambling again aren't I? Ah well, you guys are used to that by now, right?
Oh - and RIP Steve Irwin.
ETA othercat? Can you take over this week at INAP?
another edit I have nothing to do... and the two jobs I spotted in the Guardian this morning aren't up on the companies sites yet so I can't even flaff about with application forms. And Willow's not speaking to me right now, which is a damn shame because otherwise I could be working on the OFWI2 fic (rather than having another random Dean&Faith moment going through my head, complete with dialogue).