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02 June 2007 @ 08:25 pm
I just want to say a huge thank you to each and every one of you for coping with my extreme emo-ness over the last few days. Yes, there was reason, but I still over-reacted in a way that makes me thank my determination to tell the doctor it wasn't time to come off the meds last time around.

Niecelet is now 5lbs 15 (I think that's what she said), she was 7lbs exactly when she was born on the 10th May. She is still jaundiced but it's not getting worse, it's just not getting better. The weight loss is the real reason that she's in and out of hospital. She's out again, and when I left their house around a half hour ago she was displaying that there's absolutely nothing wrong with her lungs or voice.

I feel terrible because I argued with Sis this morning (there was a short-lived post about that at around 9am) and then when I saw the kids I was short with them. I wasn't mean, I wasn't angry, but when my 3 year old niece says "Are you not grumpy any more?" I know I must have been showing it more than I meant to.

I'm still not sorted, I have received some excellent advice via email and through comments - thank you again - but I feel a little more positive. Yes, I'm in a hole, but at least I know to stop digging down now.

So again, thank you all for putting up with me lately.

I swear I will try to be less emo in the future.
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Metallica at Rock Am Ring '07
acme54: messyacme54 on June 2nd, 2007 07:54 pm (UTC)
"When our relatives are at home, we have to think of all their good points or it would be impossible to endure them." ~George Bernard Shaw

:: takes shovel off Sho ::

It is allowed to be grumpy from time to time.
Ash: Jason Mannspurplephoenix03 on June 2nd, 2007 08:01 pm (UTC)
*hugs* pfft, if you can't dump on us, who can you dump on? It's all good babe. Niece will get better, you'll see. Not only am I optimistic but I'VE BEEN THERE :)

For some superficial cheer of the Jason Manns variety, please to be emailing me when you get a chance (address in my profile).

Love ya babe *hugs*
aaronlisa: Dean's eyesaaronlisa on June 2nd, 2007 08:24 pm (UTC)
It's your journal, be emo all you want. It's for you to vent your frustrations just as much as it is for you to share your happiness with us too.
Oh Castiel!smeckles90 on June 3rd, 2007 01:13 pm (UTC)
*hugs you* but thats what friends are for - to be there to listen when you feel the need to be emo :) sorry I haven't been around to do that, though I am home free now so emo all you like!

I hope your niece gets better soon, she sounds as if she is on her way to recovery from what you have said.
monkey_matt: Eclipse - monkey_mattmonkey_matt on June 4th, 2007 11:13 am (UTC)
*takes away spade*

Don't apologise for being all emo - it's surely far better to let it out than keep things bottled up? Otherwise, you'd go all 'splodey-pop. And that's never good.