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27 August 2008 @ 02:53 pm
I can't do this anymore.

Although my sister now has broadband in her house, I can't get my own LJ to load, nor can I get my flist to load. I can't keep in touch with anyone right now, because this is my primary means of communication and it's failed me. I don't know what's going on anymore because I simply am not online and no one is telling me because they think someone else already has. I'm out of the loop and it makes me miserable each time I log in and watch the pages try to load and then just hang there doing nothing.

So for the foreseeable future, I'm putting this journal on hiatus.

The sites are kinda on hiatus too because I just cannot get to them on a regular enough basis to maintain them.

I've been on LJ for years now and I've been involved in fandom for far longer than that, I've made so many amazing friends online - some of whom have come in and out of my life from time to time, some of whom will never be able to get rid of me - I have a place in my heart for each and every single person who reads this journal. For each of you who has come through the tears and the joy; who've seen me falter and who've helped me pick myself up again.

I love you all.

Thank you.

I miss you more than words can say.
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Pigeon Detectives
liz_marcsliz_marcs on August 27th, 2008 02:10 pm (UTC)

Take the time you need.

If you want, I can deal with some of the admin stuff over on I Need a Parrot. (I haven't been checking in there because I didn't know what to do and I didn't want to step on toes...), but other than that I can only send you well-wishes.
liz_marcsliz_marcs on August 27th, 2008 02:14 pm (UTC)
Never mind! I got in. There was a scriptblock at my end.
snake eyes and deja vusorchasilver on August 27th, 2008 02:30 pm (UTC)
Oh, sweetheart! *hugs*

I miss you, and I really hope that you get things sorted the way you want them. You are a wonderful kind friend and while we haven't known each other very long, I have always enjoyed and appreciated having you around.

I will be thinking of you.

draconin: Hugdraconin on August 27th, 2008 02:34 pm (UTC)
Hang in there - things will get better and you'll be back. :-)

In the meantime, lots of love and hugs to keep you going until it all turns around.
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Jackiewillowmina on August 27th, 2008 02:51 pm (UTC)
tessarintessarin on August 27th, 2008 02:58 pm (UTC)
Hugs and echoing the hang in there thoughts. Will miss you but take as long as you need.
smhwpf on August 27th, 2008 03:04 pm (UTC)

Indeed, do take the time you need.

Although my sister now has broadband in her house, I can't get my own LJ to load, nor can I get my flist to load.

This means you have email, right, and we can keep in touch with you like that? Which would be good, because miss you too!
looking happily deranged: misc - group hugbellatemple on August 27th, 2008 03:05 pm (UTC)
We miss you, too.

Do what you've got to do, hon. And know that we're here whenever you need it/can get to it.

I wish you the very best of luck, and if there's anything I can do on whatever end, you've got my email, yes? I've got my fingers crossed for you.
bastardsnowbastardsnow on August 27th, 2008 03:14 pm (UTC)
Much hugs, chica. You will definitely be missed around these parts. You take care of yourself, we'll be here when you get back.

thedothatgirl: AtSHugsthedothatgirl on August 27th, 2008 03:15 pm (UTC)
You can get email can't you?

Miss you and sending love your way.
lwbush: Here for youlwbush on August 27th, 2008 03:29 pm (UTC)
Much love, sweetie. We'll be waiting for you whenever you can return.

You're still in my prayers. Won't stop that, 'cos I believe it can help.
.pippilottah on August 27th, 2008 03:56 pm (UTC)

obsession called while you were outflyingcarpet on August 27th, 2008 05:00 pm (UTC)
*hugs you*

I hope it's a short hiatus!
acrazywench: mara_shoacrazywench on August 27th, 2008 05:00 pm (UTC)
Ah hun, oodles of virtual *hugs*. I'm sorry everything has been so pants for you lately, it will get better.


velvetwhip: Wizard of Oz Magic by lilbreckvelvetwhip on August 27th, 2008 05:11 pm (UTC)
We will miss you too and hold good thoughts that you will be able to return soon.

lmzjewel on August 27th, 2008 06:49 pm (UTC)

I will be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers Mara. I know that you've just had so much to go through lately. You will be very missed but we'll be here when you can get back.
bitterbird on August 27th, 2008 08:31 pm (UTC)
aww honey *hugs tight*
we will miss you pleas look after yourself and take as long as you need
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iyalode: Art: Woman -red background - Mark Rydeniyalode on August 28th, 2008 09:33 am (UTC)
Oh, hon. It wasn't until I read this that I realised I'd missed some of your earlier posts. I feel like a shitty friend, I'm sorry you've been having such a hard time.

Take all the time you need. I'm going to miss you and I hope things turn around quickly and we'll hear from you soon. All my hugs and thoughts are with you.

still searching for something...amy_star_ on August 29th, 2008 09:59 am (UTC)

Things will get better.
Hepcat: xanbody angelitenwhepcat on September 16th, 2008 11:23 pm (UTC)
I hope things get straightened out soon. ::hugs::